First off, I have to get this one thing off my chest and out of the way or I think I might explode! I LOVE TEZUKA KUNIMITSU'S (or his voice actor's anyway) SINGING VOICE!! ::HEART:: ::HEART:: I think I’m in love...

ANYWAY....>_>

Recently, I've been reading massive amounts of TeniPuri fanfiction and, being the person that I am, got the uncontrollable urge to write some of my own. Truth be told, I haven't written THAT much fanfiction. I've had plenty of ideas but they never seemed to want to be written down and completed. Locked away somewhere in the dark depths of my hard drive are numerous random beginnings of Harry Potter, Dragonlance, Sailormoon, and (hopefully not yet) Tenipuri fanfiction, along with some seriously sad original fiction from when I got REALLY bored. But I know that I can write cause I HAVE done it before and have gotten some good 'reviews' on it. Okay, so they were free write stuff for school and essay for school and such, but I do have some talent and a TON of exposure so...yeah.

But this TeniPuri idea wouldn't leave me alone and I spent the better part of a day writing JUST a page and a half of it. I kept going back and erasing all that I had wrote or rewriting huge parts of it. To make matters worse, for me anyway, I couldn't think of a beginning to save my life and eventually gave up and decided to write the middle first. Have you EVER tried to write the middle of a story first and then try to connect a beginning to it? It's not easy, I tell you, and I still haven't written a beginning, actually. I think I have an idea for one but, again, I'm just not sure. My friend was amused actually, I think, that I was writting this whole fic for the ONE scene that I was inspired to write. And this one scene just happened to be in the middle. Sheesh...what have I gotten myelf into? lol In the end though, I'm still not all THAT happy with what I have down. But you really are your own worst critic so I can't judge my own work very well.

So, the preverbal question. To post or not to post. I do need some input on what I have so far. Some unbiased input. Which means not myself or anyone who would try to make me feel good about it when in truth its a load of crap (because it is... _ _*) but I’m not so confident and so stone faced that I can take anything anyone decided to throw at me. But I REALLY want that input...

What I will do right now, though, is post the summary and stuff (cause I know that someone will ask and it'll help me decide by the reaction I get I guess...Ack! more confusion.. @@). Here ya go:

Title: Love in Tennis means nothing.
Author: Koryu
Summary: Tennis had always been about emotion. The strength of one’s will pushing one on towards the ultimate goal. But love? Love in Tennis means nothing. Or does it? Two players may soon come to find out that love and tennis have more in common then they though. Tezuka/Fuji


So, there. No that that really tells you anything about the story...I just realized. Ah well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens....

Any thoughts? ::braces self:: <--wants your thoughts anyway...any of them..

Sincerely,
Koryu